Sebenernya seh gw gamau kesini...badan cape (encok lbh tepatnya), engap (kebanyakan ngeroko kynya) dan blom keramas pula...(rambut lepek detilnya) hehehe tapi apa daya, setelah jalan lumayan jauh *toko-alfamart-lewatin toko lagi-kekosan* ternyata gw ga bs masuk kosan...slot bawahnya dikunci dan gw ga bs ngapa2in...hmmm....sepertinya memang ditakdirkan untuk kesini...hmmm...apa emang gw-nya aja yang mo kesini?hmmm....you decide.
maka ditambahlah jarak perjalanan jauh gw...dari kosan, kesini, naek lantai 3 pula...(FYI ampe dengkul gw gemeteran) hahahaha
duduk...*geser-geser pantat biar posisi nyaman* nyalain komp....lit a ciggarette...(sok keren bhsnya)...dan dimulailah petualangan di dunia maya ini...which is pathetic actually...why?coz somehow i see pathetic faces here...speak to a computer, with their fingers on the keyboard and eyes staring at the screen...not to mention the headphone on their ears.....inhales and exhales smokes at a time....*which is so me right now....:p*....there's even a guy who bought billing just to sleep on the chair...i mean, wtf!? did you burb money or something!?!?!
ya eniwei...entah ada apa dengan msn...sangat menyebalkan, bentar2 reconnecting, site i-meem pun gitu...denger lagu dikit trs keputus...jadi seperti menjawab pertanyaan sendiri di atas...sepertinya seh gw ga ditakdirkan kesini deh...cuma gw nya aja yang pengen dateng, browsing, chat (klo masih ada org yg bangun), dan sepertinya nge-blog....entah ada apa dengan blog (kaya dejavu) cm aja karna kemaren pengen nulis (ngetik seh) trs skrg jadi macam berkewajiban untuk nulis lagi...(damn!! ngetik lagi mksd gw)
Dan akhirnya inilah hasilnya...a new untitled post....
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
it starts with a breath...
Psychiatrist : "hello.."
Man : ".......mam'..."
Psychiatrist : "have a seat...something new bothering you?"
Man : "i...don't know..i must...breath.....it always starts with a breath....can i smoke here?" *lit a ciggarette*
Psychiatrist : "please, you can breath...and we can get started"
Man : "i...i think it was a dream, i was walking in a.....in an unknown surrounding....*sigh*"
Psychiatrist : "and then?"
Man : "the first thing i remember that there's a sign...it says Loneliness Hotel, i think it's kinda funny name, i mean...uhh...i mean...forget it..."
Psychiatrist : "go ahead....."
Man : "it's just....kinda funny name for a hotel.....can we rest the subject bout this name thing?"
Psychiatrist : "okay....so what's happened next?"
Man : "so i, entered the lobby....somehow my mind said that i should stay here, so i went to the receptionist....and uh...the strange thing was...that...the receptionist was me!! or at least looked like me...so anyway i filled the form n' stuff....and i asked the bell boy carry my bags.....*sigh* but....but i didn't even remember i was carrying any bags!!"
Psychiatrist : "that's fine...it's normal...then what happened?"
Man : "well uhm...i was...uh....*sigh* So the bell boy came, he's a...fine looking young man by the way....n' uh...yes, he carried the bags to my rooms n' i tipped him...."
Psychiatrist : "you said he's a fine looking young man, did you recognize him??in any chance?"
Man : "yes...he was me, he was...the young version of me...."
Psychiatrist : "i see...go on...."
Man : "yes...uhm...so....i walked in the room, i looked around....i even tried the bed hehehe...ehmmm....*clear throath*.....n' uh i entered the bathroom.....i checked the tub incase of dirts n' stuff...n' then i washed my face....i washed it over, n' over, n' over...then i shocked!! it wasn't me in the mirror!! for christ sake...it wasn't me!!....it's...it's..."
Psychiatrist : "calm down....tell me whom you saw....just relax and take a deep breath..."
Man : "....it's uhm...i don't know, i might be losing my mind.....it's my dead wife's face!! but you see...my wife isn't dead...yet.....but uh...it's her!!....it was her alright!!..."
*beep beep beep*
Psychiatrist : "it's okay....calm down.....listen, nothing's wrong...people dreams all the time, it's natural...*sigh* *put the ciggarette butt on the ashtray* but unfortunately our time's up....would you like to go for another session next week?"
Man : "uhm.......ye...*crack*
*door open*
Psychiatrist's assistant : "i'm sorry sir....your next patient is ready...."
Psychiatrist : "huh? oh....yes....thanks Gina, just gimme a sec and then send him right in"
Psychiatrist's assistant : "yes sir."
Psychiatrist : *whispering* "it's okay....it's just a dream.....it's nothing but a dream....."
Patient : "hi doc.........
FIN
Man : ".......mam'..."
Psychiatrist : "have a seat...something new bothering you?"
Man : "i...don't know..i must...breath.....it always starts with a breath....can i smoke here?" *lit a ciggarette*
Psychiatrist : "please, you can breath...and we can get started"
Man : "i...i think it was a dream, i was walking in a.....in an unknown surrounding....*sigh*"
Psychiatrist : "and then?"
Man : "the first thing i remember that there's a sign...it says Loneliness Hotel, i think it's kinda funny name, i mean...uhh...i mean...forget it..."
Psychiatrist : "go ahead....."
Man : "it's just....kinda funny name for a hotel.....can we rest the subject bout this name thing?"
Psychiatrist : "okay....so what's happened next?"
Man : "so i, entered the lobby....somehow my mind said that i should stay here, so i went to the receptionist....and uh...the strange thing was...that...the receptionist was me!! or at least looked like me...so anyway i filled the form n' stuff....and i asked the bell boy carry my bags.....*sigh* but....but i didn't even remember i was carrying any bags!!"
Psychiatrist : "that's fine...it's normal...then what happened?"
Man : "well uhm...i was...uh....*sigh* So the bell boy came, he's a...fine looking young man by the way....n' uh...yes, he carried the bags to my rooms n' i tipped him...."
Psychiatrist : "you said he's a fine looking young man, did you recognize him??in any chance?"
Man : "yes...he was me, he was...the young version of me...."
Psychiatrist : "i see...go on...."
Man : "yes...uhm...so....i walked in the room, i looked around....i even tried the bed hehehe...ehmmm....*clear throath*.....n' uh i entered the bathroom.....i checked the tub incase of dirts n' stuff...n' then i washed my face....i washed it over, n' over, n' over...then i shocked!! it wasn't me in the mirror!! for christ sake...it wasn't me!!....it's...it's..."
Psychiatrist : "calm down....tell me whom you saw....just relax and take a deep breath..."
Man : "....it's uhm...i don't know, i might be losing my mind.....it's my dead wife's face!! but you see...my wife isn't dead...yet.....but uh...it's her!!....it was her alright!!..."
*beep beep beep*
Psychiatrist : "it's okay....calm down.....listen, nothing's wrong...people dreams all the time, it's natural...*sigh* *put the ciggarette butt on the ashtray* but unfortunately our time's up....would you like to go for another session next week?"
Man : "uhm.......ye...*crack*
*door open*
Psychiatrist's assistant : "i'm sorry sir....your next patient is ready...."
Psychiatrist : "huh? oh....yes....thanks Gina, just gimme a sec and then send him right in"
Psychiatrist's assistant : "yes sir."
Psychiatrist : *whispering* "it's okay....it's just a dream.....it's nothing but a dream....."
Patient : "hi doc.........
FIN
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